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Low As I Ever Want to Feel

by Sincerely, Iris

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Sincerely, Iris is the moniker of Todd Murray, who plays southern gothic road trip music on a 4-String License Plate Guitar. Todd has played solo for many years and recently started playing with a full trio.

“This song touches on some of the lowest points of my life,” Murray says of the single. “I've almost had to give up my career as a musician a few times now due to injuries. This last year I dealt with some chronic back pain that I thought was going to end my career. Things kind of took a miraculous turn for the better a few months ago and I wrote this song as I was just starting to come out of it. With this song, I was looking back at all the lowest points in my life (injuries, relationships, struggles with depression) and how I eventually pulled through them all. ‘The sun will shine after a hard rain’ - that's the light at the end of the tunnel for me in this song.”

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Wake at the dawn when the morning comes
Lay in that silence, Feeling numb
I’m as low as I ever wanna feel again

Floating on at a dead end speed
A toy in the alley, I’m just a broken thing
I’m as low as I ever wanna feel again

Beat that drum to drown that pain
Words won't work and I can’t explain
I’m as low as I ever wanna feel again

Here’s to the songs that my voice can’t sing
Reach for the notes, but they won’t ring
I’m as low as I ever wanna feel again

On that ledge held by a string
Come to my aid lend me your wings
I’m as low as I ever wanna feel again

Work so hard, is it all in vain?
The sun will shine after a hard rain
When you're low as you ever wanna feel again

I’m as low as I ever wanna feel again

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released September 9, 2021
Murray wrote the song and recorded the basic tracks at his home studio (guitars, piano, vocals, backup vocals, shakers, etc.). Chip Hale (Tyler Meacham, Moosetrap) and Jon Chadwick (Jouwala Collective, Space Koi) join on bass and drums, respectively. Hale mixed and co-engineered the song at 6807 Studio A studios in Richmond.
Mastered by Doug Krebs.

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Sincerely, Iris Richmond, Virginia

Sincerely, Iris consists of singer/songwriter Todd Murray. He has a sound that can be summed up best as “road trip music.” It’s a style that’s always changing, and always moving along. Whether it be gypsy-esque or like Kerouac's beat up old truck, shaking down the road at midnight, it is at once comforting, and somewhat unknown. He draws upon influences from Jeff Buckley to Billie Holiday. ... more

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